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HI HELLO AND WELCOME
please make yourself comfortable, i'll be your webmaster today! this here supposed website is my home base for my hobbies, art, and coding practice (teeheehee...) i hope you have a lovely time here in my little corner of the world-wide-web and enjoy clicking through my number of pages and projects !!!

this site was built for firefox on the desktop! its a bit awkward-looking on other screens waahhh

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OC SHOWCASE
GABRIEL AVILLE
An absurdly repressed catholic priest leading his small town parish while simultaneously doing his best to ignore the demon terrorizing him.
code by me !! (c) 2023
Paper is a thin sheet of matted cellulose fibers. Largely derived from lignocellulose, paper is created from a pulp dissolved into a slurry that is drained and dried into sheets. Different types of paper are defined by constituent fiber, paper pulp, sizing, coating, paper size, paper density and grammage.

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CHANGELOG

20/10/25: youre never gonna guess ... (SITE REFORMAT)
14/12/24: EVEN BIGGER LAYOUT UPDATE !! changed the sites UI
04/03/24: BIG HOMEPAGE LAYOUT UPDATE and fixes :-3
27/06/23: layout fixes ! custom cursor polished
28/05/23: added melonland webring ! :-D
25/05/23: HOT FREAKS shrine created
23/05/23: LINKS page KILLED !!!! replaced with gallery and blog :3 baked bread
22/05/23: all main pages added ! still WIP - MINI GALLERY added under LINKS ! maybe temp?
19/05/23: PAPERS PC WAS BORN !!
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GABRIEL'S DEMON

PRIMARY FOCUS

Gabriel's Demon is an exploration of religion, queerness, and how they intersect. Currently this is my BIG ONE because im especially into these characters at the moment... This project is being made in the form of short stories & novelettes as well as whatever homoerotic doodles I spit out on the regular.

> READ THE PROLOGUE HERE

POTICHOMANIA

SECONDARY FOCUS

Potichomania is a... pet project thingie that is very close to my heart! Though it has flourished in my mind palace for half a decade now, I don't have much to show for it.
This project is very loosey-goosey and though I have aspirations of making it an RPGmaker game, we will see when the time comes!

PAPER JAM

ON HIATUS

Paper Jam is a for-fun visual novel / BEFRIENDING sim that I worked on on-and-off through 2024. Though its demo is out and free to play, I've honestly let the full WIP game sit dormant for a bit... I'll pick it up again eventually!

> PLAY THE DEMO HERE


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WHAT IS INSCRYPTION ?
INSCRYPTION is a deck-building roguelike game with puzzles and meta psych-horror elements. It was released for windows in October 2021 by indie dev Daniel Mullens, creator of Pony Island (2016), and went on to receive a port for consoles in August of 2022. INSCRYPTION was popularized due to large youtubers such as Markiplier, ManlyBadassHero, Penguinz0, and more doing playthroughs and praising the game's atmosphere and excellent gameplay-loop.
GAME SECTIONS
Consisting of 3 different acts as well as meta sections, an epilogue, and extra downloadable content, INSCRYPTION shows off its ability to cover and cohesively connect genres.
  • The first ACT, LESHY's cabin, is a strong introduction to the game's functions and general feeling. In this almost claustrophobic space, you play through LESHY's game (narrated like a tabletop roleplaying game,) and slowly uncover more secrets and information through a cycle of losses and rebirths as well as puzzles hidden both in your surroundings and right on the board in front of you.
  • The second ACT, the BASE GAME is a classic RPG card game, leaning heavily into the deck-building function as well as the retro aesthetics of smaller scale 90s RPGs. This section has more than a few subtle hints to the meta nature of the game as a whole and gives the player the chance to piece together what really occurred during the game's in-universe development early on. Here, you meet the other three SCRYBES and their wards, learning more about the different card types: BEAST, UNDEAD, MAGICK AND TECHNOLOGY.
  • The third and final full ACT and my personal favorite, P03's factory, is somewhat of a mirror to ACT I. You are again put in a sort of perpetual boss level where you play the scrybe's game, although this act lacks act 1's colorful narration and applies more futuristic, detailed visuals in its stead. This act leans into the Meta themes HEAVILY, as P03 does not even so much as attempt to shy away from its end goals. Using secrets, Easter eggs and information found in the past two ACTs, ACT III leads a deep-dive that continues all the way into the EPILOGUE.
  • The EPILOGUE. The final moments of the game consist of you having your last battles with the SCRYBES before everything is "reduced to nothing". They mourn the lost rounds you could have played together as the game comes to a close, one line of code at a time. Melancholy if not just truly heartbreaking, you shake the SCRYBES' hands as they praise you for assisting them thus far and for being a truly worthy adversary.
  • While I myself am more partial for the in-game sections, the Meta or ARG parts of the game are incredibly well made and admirable in their own right. Luke Carder, our protagonist and "player" is perfectly thematic- likeable but not extremely memorable, present but just so little that you can forget that you aren't just playing as yourself- amazing. He's a perfect "just some guy" character, that fits into the plot wonderfully as an ironically unlucky fly caught in a web of things bigger than himself.

  • THE SCRYBES

    The scrybes are the "main antagonists" of INSCRYPTION, with the goal of the in-universe game being to defeat and replace one of them. Each scrybe holds a specific deck-type and area where cards of said type can be found or purchased.

  • LESHY, SCRYBE OF BEASTS
  • Being the first scrybe you meet upon starting the game, LESHY uses his wildlife camera to transfigure creatures of BLOOD into cards to be used in his deck-type. He plays out each boss battle almost reminiscent of a Dungeon Master, donning different masks to act out the roles of The Angler, The Prospector and The Trapper/Trader. Leshy's gameplay section focuses on atmosphere and building up that spooky vibe that helps build up the game's "horror" tag.

  • GRIMORA, SCRYBE OF THE UNDEAD
  • Recieving the most screen-time during the BASE GAME or ACT II, Grimora uses her quill to inscribe epitaphs of the dead to create the cards used in her deck-type. She is not given a full ACT of her own, but I suspect that based on her general aesthetic, it may have had a sort of retro dungeon-crawler theme.
     

  • P03, SCRYBE OF TECHNOLOGY
  • The main Scrybe of ACT III and the largest in-game antagonist, P03 uses its partical scanner to copy CPUs and print cards to be used in its deck-type. P03 is the only inorganic scrybe and resents both the other scrybes and player very openly. It has a tendency to insult the player during its game, a foil to Leshy's somewhat condescending but encouraging dialogue during ACT I. Though P03's game lacks much of Leshy's atmosphere, it makes up for it in way of visuals, more game functions, and more interactive BOSS BATTLES.

  • MAGNIFICUS, SCRYBE OF MAGJICK
  • Similarly to Grimora, Magnificus has very little screen-time. Cruel and sadistic towards his wards, he uses his paintbrush to paint the visages of his wizard pupils into cards to be used in his deck-type. Befitting of his character as a great magician, much of this scrybe is cast in mystery. Not only is he the most difficult to encounter in the BASE GAME, requiring more complex puzzles than the other scrybes, but his segment in the PROLOGUE ends abruptly. Magnificus also appears to have one of the most unique layouts for his games, looking more reminiscent of YUGIOH as opposed to the other scrybes' tabletop playstyles.
    PERSONAL THOUGHTS
    Meta-game that INSCRYPTION is, it is also a brilliant ARG ( alternate reality game ) with so many clues and tricks to what it all meant- what it was all for.
    In the end, P03 prevails as my favorite character of them all due to how in-depth its character truly is. It is cold and cruel and patronizing and dismissive but, in the end, it is what a computer is at the most base concept: calculating. It calculates perfectly, it predicts masterfully, and in the end succeeds in its goals, with the assistance of no one but ourself as the player.

    Revisiting, replaying, retracing steps, every look at this game, these characters, this reality, every tidbit of information works towards the deep world-building and narratives in a way many games fail. I struggle to name even a single project as interactive, extensive and complex as the INSCRYPTION ARG. And to this day, and the foreseeable future, I cannot imagine another game I have adored more.

    SINGLE ROBOTS IN YOUR AREA
    This section is real small because it's admittedly very self-indulgent but I LOVE THAT STUPID ROBOT !!!! It was a big crush for me right as I realized that I'm objectum (haha) so it'll always have a big place in my heart. I adore its role in the wider narrative of course but also... hubba hubba.
    hot freaks forever
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    ABOUT HOT FREAKS
    In the comfortably nostalgic year of 2013, indie-pop quintet Hot Freaks released a self-titled LP to the streets of Minneapolis. The band would see local popularity but their music would fail to reach out past the borders of Minnesota in a notable way. The LP had 10 upbeat, danceable tunes that felt both perfect for the era and timelessly fun! Two years later, in 2015, the band's frontman Leo Vondracek and guitarist Darin Dahlmeier relocated and Hot Freaks split up on good terms.

    Lucky for us, years later in 2020 the band noticed numbers on their spotify raising and hitting new levels of popularity as younger audiences refound their songs "Puppy Princess" and "I Want To Be Your Boyfriend" and connected with the hopeful, pining lyrics. Excited by the increase in listeners and want for new music, the members of Hot Freaks reconnected and released "Paycheck 2 Paycheck", a b-side track from 2013 and, soon after, their first NEW single, "Lovely"!

    WHATS IT TO ME ?
    I first found Hot Freaks in 2016 through their song Outset Island- I was shocked to find that the band had split just a year prior! The upbeat, cheery music contrasted my horrible pre-teenage self in a weirdly memorable way, so they quickly became a cherished SoundCloud gem. going back to 2020, them resurfacing was bittersweet with extra sweetness! While i was hit with waves of people insisting the vocals were annoying or the lyrics weak, i felt so much joy seeing the Band i had briefly adored when i was younger FINALLY receiving a big break and releasing new music! and GOOD new music as well, Lovely holds up just as amazing as any song off their original LP <3

    Although I still think the original LP is my favorite release of theirs (its a no-skips for me!) I really do love their newer music... my favorite of their new releases has to be "Together Above" !!!

    HOT FREAKS LP

    0:00 - Puppy Princess
    4:14 - Write Me Letters
    7:18 - Heartache
    11:01 - Outset Island
    14:55 - Boo
    16:59 - Pull
    20:22 - Hsbf
    23:42 - Baby Boy
    26:35 - I Want to Be Your Boyfriend
    29:10 - Hollywood Machine
    papiers personal profile
    heh .... interested in little old me? ( YAY ! YAY ! YAY ! )

    my name is PAPIER or PAPER or whatever nicknames anyone can come up for me. my pronouns are he/it/blip and i am 21 earth years old

    i am an EVIL ALIEN from MARS that was sent to earth to infiltrate the interwebs but i got kinda distracted ok. instead of doing that i picked up a number of hobbies and somehow ended up with a pastry arts degree.

    THINGS I ENJOY DELICIOUSLY
    GAMES inscryption / OFF / fallen aces / yakuza 0 / dialtown
    bully / jazzpunk / fallout new vegas / no straight roads / the stanley parable / great god grove / i am your beast / ULTRAKILL

    SHOWS midnight mass / regular show / severance / pantheon
    invader zim / peacemaker / venture bros / my little pony / solar opposites

    MUSIC self / hot freaks / michael jackson / kendrick lamar
    geordie greep / foxy shazam / malcolm todd / steve lacy / SOPHIE / pleasantries / the last dinner party / of montreal / ARTHUR

    ANIMANGA golden kamuy / gachiakuta / chainsawman / beastars
    TREATS iced tea / chicken parmesan / big juicy burger / frozen fruit
    MISC critters / dry humor / shy old men / my life partner <3
    currently playing through ... GRIM FANDANGO !


    What Dere Type Are You? Which Member of the Mane 7 Are You? What Sonic Character Are You? What Animal Jam Animal Are You? I am a Togetic!
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    ??/10/2025

    FEELING: gleeful!
    THE BLOG TAB IS FINALLY BACK, YAY !!! i took the time to recover and re-host the images from a number of my older blog entries so i could add them back in for archivals sake ... and it only took two years (heehee) !
    The last entry paints a pretty clear picture as to whyy I dropped the blog for a full year but now that im out of school i hope i can get back to writing life updates every few months ^_^

    in celebration of my big fat ui update and the blog tab returning, here are some things i've made since my last entry !!


    19/09/2023

    FEELING: busy
    GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS goodness it's been a hot Minute. roughly 103440 minutes , At That !! Weeell , I've been terribly busy , so much so that ive neglected the VAST MAJORITY of my online presences ( so don't feel bad! ) As mentioned briefly in my previous entry, ive finally started my Freshman Year of college and am Gradually beginning to Adjust to the communte - an hour and a half at 7am every Tuesday JESUS CHRIST .
    Classes have been good and fine, mostly just notetaking save For my evening skill assessment Classes in which I've been been making a LOT of bread

    In other news , I've MOMENTARILY PAUSED work on my game due to loss of interest , but i'll be back to it soon! im more focused on a combination of schoolwork and seperate worldbuilding and rp characters. Hopefully Ill find myself in a better state to Sit Down And Write lines upon lines of corny dialogue soon hoohoo. LIVEWIRE IS DOING WELL BY THE WAY he joins me on my commute and is a generally perfect companion for my longer work days. I'm thinking of getting it some stickers or accessories so he can look a little more unique but I always feel bad modifying my Things. I painted my old 3DS ages ago and still regret it to This day X-[
    Ah well. Perhaps if anyone reads these they could provide some sources for lovely little Laptop Addons or removable stickers that wont leave a film?


    08/07/2023

    FEELING: studious
    joyous day, Neocities ! i return to you with another rambly Ranty entry- BUT IM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD THIS TIME AROUND !!! earlier in this Week, i took a placement test for My college courses and passed with Flying Colors ! im proud of myself yes but also violently ill with Excitement over getting back into school. not that i Enjoy work but being so isolated all the time is doing Terrible Things to me. BUT WORRY NOT, MORE PLEASANT INFORMATION !! Ive been participating in artfight this year- i did last year too!- and have met my goal of 10+ attacks! which Doesnt exactly feel like a lot but Im more than happy with it considering its just hardly past the First Week. unfortunately, im a little pooped out so i might Take a brief art break before I Try to hit 15 !

    in cooler and more Thrilling news, im going to FINALLY publicly announce that im working on a game- a visual novel ! more information will be tucked away in my Projects tab, but things are going super well with It !!!! over 2k words thus far and getting a Decent-ish hang of Python, im hoping to finish it before school Murders Me Dead. but !!!! this is the only place ive mentioned production of Paper Jam so far, save for in private groupchats- feel premium or Something !!

    also im getting waaaayy better at fallout


    27/06/2023

    FEELING: inspired
    HELLO GREETINGS BLOG READERS !!! its been a hot minute since i continued work on this site, and thats because ... i FINALLY got myself a new laptop!! ( yeaahhhh whoohooooo ) ! i have been so productive and non-productive at the same time- for one, i started Working on a Visual Novel !!!!!!! i hope my Many exclamation points convey how much i am Enjoying this comp. Im typing on Her now btw !!! His name is LIVEWIRE after the mt dew flavour because i named My headphones Baja Blast
    IVE ALSO BEEN GAMING !!! surprisingly . i picked NiTW and The Sims back up, but started ToonTown and Fallout NV for the first time on this Baby! very varied taste yes yes I Know BUT !! i am having a good time :-) even if im so sucks at fallout

    on the real world real Life side of things, my garden's been Flourishing ! unfortunately, that did mean it was Harvest Time. i grew some beautiful lettuce and basil- made a salad with the former and put the latter in some pasta I Made tonight ! real simple: butter, minced Garlic, lil garlic pow-pow and shallots in a pan until lightly browned and Translucent. toss in whatever Pretty seasonings are in your cupboard + some peeled cooked Shrimps! coat and baste in light butter sauce before tossing with some Al Dente pasta - i used Bowtie !! never go easy on garlic EVER, i made that mistake X-P serve with fresh basil and garlic bread ( MY RECIPE FOR GB IS A SECRET ) this has been Another episode of foods with Paper >:-]
    ooh, i also made an almond honey cake last week but Thats TWO recipes in one blog entry !! no Way ! hopefully a picture will suffice


    23/05/2023

    FEELING: oily
    yay, blog set up !! i wasnt initially going to have a blog on this site but i realized itd probably be really nice to have a page to just talk on :-] love tumblr as i do i cant help but feel a little bit judged any time i post words and thoughts and not art of A Thing.
    SO its words here !! amd the occasional picture! like this focaccia i made for my grandmother earlier today (pictured right) -its topped with sundried tomatoes, garlic and thyme- REEEAL good bread, kinda oily but really good!! and apparently a healthy amount of olive oil is really good for your heart and blood pressure which is Good because high BP runs in the family! im planning on making some pasta from scratch later on in the week, as well as some langues du chat with the leftover whites . STAY TUNED!!!!!!